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i can and will do anything around the house from cleaning, yard work, chauffeuring, handy man type jobs, accounting and bookkeeping, act as whipping boy, sex slave duties, and anything else my potential OWNERS may wish of me.
I ask that i be kept permanently and totally feminized, that under absolutely no circumstances will i ever again be permitted freedom for the rest of my life, and that under no circumstances will i ever again be permitted to attain male sexual release or gratification, and that i am never again permitted to see myself, or allow anyone else to see me as a normal man, but as the sissified feminized slave that i am.
i am 6'1" tall, 180 pounds, dark blond hair worn shoulder length, brown eyes with glasses, slim build with swimmers type muscles, golden ruddy complexion, fairly light hair on chest, upper thighs, and beard, heavier on lower arms and calves, and no hair on my back.
No matter how much I tried, how much effort i put in, nothing worked. I do have to give everything i've got to succeed at it, and i will. A diamond in the ruff for sure, but a diamond never the less.
i have been a failure as a man, and have come to the conclusion, again recently and very reluctantly, that i will never be a successful man. One complete with a ton of bad habits that will have to be broken, and a misplaced identity that will have to be forcefully reestablished.